the one?

i should say, i dont know if she is the one.
it feels like, yes.
coz obviously, its either get married or never talk to eachother
again. i know how i tend to go extreme on things but that IS how it
is.

and also, there are reasons to believe that she's not coz it has been
so painful. but yeah, it doesnt have to be. but now it's like all
those histories and memories that we cant live with. and neither of us
knows abt the future.

idk if she's the one. but i'll just get my mind off this topic. it
doesnt matter if she is or is not. i care, and i love. that's it.