kids?

what you wanted was me being happy. it was not u did it coz u wanted
to be with me
you wanted kids coz i wanted it

that was so not right

see how u can see u having kids with her? that hurts soooooooo much

having you in my life is exactly not what u want for me
Just go away

i want someone that cares and being supportive
it hurts too much that i cant even look back see how pathetic i was
but it was also so beautiful that i really want it back

still
i dont know how to live with it
guess the only thing i could do is to forget abt u
it was a mistake to begin with. i just didnt wanna believe that

sometimes i do feel like its a treasure, a precious time in my life.
but is it worth this much pain afterwards? idk now

it is hurting too much
feels like i ll just go back to depression for sometime and then i could recover