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it would be much easier if it was just a broke up and theres no other
people involved
but... yeah.....
'将就着过谁不会啊'

i just need to keep telling myself that the story has ended and im
fucking out of her world now
she's got her life and just wanna see me happy and thats it. theres
nothing left between us

or... maybe... there is something

but so what
no matter what choices she had made, from my end, she's gone. hope she
could be happy. but if not, that's the life she chose.

i should be more focused on my own happiness. and what kind of life i
want, what person i wanna be

i had a dream abt her, it was beautiful and frustrating at the same time


remember how she said, ill be back sooner than you thought. and then,
just two days later, she did that.
idk what to say abt it. i guess it was just, her heart doesnt wanna come back.

whatever... can i just stop thinkin abt it?