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I kept asking myself these days that what if that was her?

I don't know.

Probably I am gonna be sad about it. I probably cant tell ben abt the news. Probably, still will continue live my life feeling glad that she is not so much a part of it anyways

I still care. So as I care about a lot of people. 

When get passed that 'idk what to feel' phase, I would feel nothin

People come and go.

I am still all alone. That's how it should be isnt it